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Reasons

by Extra Special

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This track is about falling to your knees and begging for a sign and crying in the aisle at the grocery store

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And yeah it was you, the reason I got so thin.
I didn’t know how else to show you I was suffering.
The reason that every plane ride felt like I might die.
I wanted the comfort of you traveling by my side.
I’m walking by the same discount produce store
Wondering how much longer I can stand New York.
The loneliness is eating me alive
I want to survive. Want love in my life.

I’m looking outside the lines
I’m asking existence
To give me a sign
‘Cause I’ve tried to make
Deals with god
A number of times
But they’ve been denied
I need an answer
In this conversation
Tell me if I close my eyes
Will I see the things I want
‘Cause I want the first prize


And yeah it was you, the reason I lost my soul
And all of my morals went out the window.
The reason i’d give my body up to anyone.
The times when the morning after never felt as fun.
And now i’m crying in the aisle at the grocery store.
Impulse dying all the clothes I’ve ever worn.
I’m on my knees I’m begging for a life line.
I've got to survive. Need to live my life.


I’m looking outside the lines
I’m asking existence
To give me a sign
‘Cause I’ve tried to make
Deals with god
A number of times
But they’ve been denied
I need an answer
In this conversation
Tell me if I close my eyes
Will I see the things I want
‘Cause I want the first prize

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released June 5, 2022
Produced and mixed by Gary Atturio
Mastered by Jonathan Schenke
Written by Amelia Bushell

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Extra Special Brooklyn, New York

Extra Special is the solo moniker from Amelia Bushell.

Founded in Brooklyn, NY

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